Second Wave
My first wave of excitement was when I became a professional actress. My move to Hollywood and the jobs I started to book filled me with such excitement that I couldn't contain myself. (Thus this blog...) It was a lifelong dream and I didn't know how to separate myself from my craft. It was the scariest thing to decide to leave Hollywood and my career for who knows what. I just knew it was time to make a change. Nothing had ever filled me with that same excitement before and I was afraid I would never feel it again. I was leaving behind everything I knew and felt was ME, to start a new life. I knew it was time to change when I stopped having fun, when that excitement started to fade. I would book jobs and it didn't feel the same. I wasn't sure if it was me burning out and just needed a break, or it was time to just walk away. I felt like this for a few years before I decided to leave. I moved back to Texas, as most of you know by ...